Calling Out in Silence

My stomach is churning, I have a yearning, my heart is burning, people are turning.
See my tears, see my fears, scarred by the years, broken mind's gears
Turning like mad, crying so sad, hurting real bad, sanity not had.
Climbing the wall, see me fall, blood turned gall, please hear my call

Do not turn away from me!
If you but look you will see!
I am not as well as I try to be!
Please, come set me free!

Look at the eyes behind this mask.
Tears over years so far past.
Scarring all hope so vast.
Killing my heart so fast.

I'm not the one you think I was.
I can tell you this now because
of all the things he does
clears my brain of the fuzz

I am misguided
There is no hiding
No more time biding
My fate is decided

My stomach is churning, I have a yearning, my heart is burning, people are turning.
See my tears, see my fears, scarred by the years, broken mind's gears
Turning like mad, crying so sad, hurting real bad, sanity not had.
Climbing the wall, see me fall, blood turned gall, please hear my call